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The bed I lost my virginity on now lies abandoned in a carpark.

It was raining today when I walked past it.

It's covered in grafitti and there's usually a bong sitting next to it.

Now don't...

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I havn't updated in eternity.

I had a revelation in the shower yesterday. All because of these lyrics:

When we've been there 10,000 years

bright shining as the sun

we've...

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Sometimes I wonder what exactly it is that comes over me. I make these stupid decisions, knowing the concequences... but do it anyway.

He is here for the weekend. Showed up on my doorstep at 4am. drove 4 hours...

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It's a weird process, getting over you.

99% of the time I'm fine. I think about you alot... but that's only normal.

Sometimes I get upset, there are some days where everything will make me cry, but...

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And I was going so well...

Ok, so that's a lie. We all know I wasn't.

I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to cut you out of my life, but its still hurting just as much. If not more.

I have...

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I've noticed that I've started to recoil from the touch of others.

I don't think it's permanent, I guess it's just what happens when you start to close yourself off from the...

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I feel so weak towards you.

I wonder where I would be if I wasn't so god damn stubborn.

I'm so pre-occupied with my own thoughts, I'm driving everyone around me crazy.


The sooner this is over......

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The moments I think of you are becomming fewer and further apart.

I love that.

I've started ignoring your calls, and certainly don't return them. It won't be long untill you stop calling. It won't be long...

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So you randomly call to say hi, but always manage to subtly drop into the conversation that hicky you got (but can't remember because it was the drunkest you'd ever been). Or that chick that you jokingly...

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